Confession____________

I know I've enter your life;
But I dint mean to hurt you.
I kw I've hurt u a lot;
But believe me I'm innocent.
I know I've no place in your life;
But still I'm your friend.
And not a curse!!
I'm too emotional coz I'm defeated.
I donno what will make u happy & sad...
Coz in time you are nice with me; In time you are rude with me,
In time you r best 4 me; In time you r worst 4 me,
In time you understand me; In time you neglect me,
In time you help me; In time you leave me,
Why its always half?
12 months a year; 30 days a month,
24 hrs a day; 60 mins an hour,
60 secs a min!!!
Every sec I think of u,
Every sec my past haunt me,
Every sec I want 2 hear 4rm u,
Every sec I think too much,
Every sec I lost myself!!!
U said something nice...
Or whenever you talk to me
Or whenever you ask me...
I...ah...I feel like I'm in 7th heaven!!!
But sometime all hell break down.
Making me 4lorn in dis world.
My dear...Oh my dear...
"CONSCIENCE"
Why U do dis 2 me?
I kw that this world is bad place.
But do show me a path...
A path where I can find peace,
A path where I can b myself,
A path 2 NIRVANA...!!!

Who αм ι?

ι αм thє ρєяsoи hαvιиg α stяoиg wιll ρowєя ƒoясє αиd мєиtαlιty ьut ι usuαlly ƒєєl єxсєρtιoиαlly loиєly αиd ιsolαtєd ιи goιиg thяough thє lιƒє.

ι αм vєяy мuсh сhιldяєи oƒ ƒαtє αиd сιясuмstαисєs, ovєя whιсh ι αρρєαя to hαvє иo сoиtяol αиd sєєм to мαkє oя мαя мy сαяєєяs ιиdєρєиdєиtly oƒ мy stяoиg wιll.

ιи сhαяαсtєя ι αм usuαlly яємαяkαьlє ƒoя мy ιиdєρєиdєисє oƒ thought αиd αсtιoи, ι αlso dєtєst ьєιиg uиdєя thє яєstяαιиt oƒ othєяs.

ƒoя kιиdиєss αиd syмραthy ι wιll do αlмost αиythιиg, ьut ι usuαlly ƒєєl so ιsolαtєd thαt ι sсαясєly ьєlιєvє ιи thє Ⴣєсtιoи thαt мαy ьє oƒƒєяєd.

Hoиєstly, ι hαvє stяαиgє ιdєαs oƒ lovє αиd duty, αиd ƒoя thιs яєαsoи ι αм usuαlly сαllєd soмєwhαt ρєсulιαя ьy thosє ƒєw who αttємρt to ρєиєtяαtє мy ιsolαtιoи.

ι hαvє α dєєρly dєvotιoиαl иαtuяє, єvєи whєи αρρєαяιиg иot to ьє яєlιgιous, αиd ι мαkє vєяy єƒƒoяt to do good, єsρєсιαlly to thє мαssєs, єvєи whєи thєяє мy ьє иo lιkєlιhood oƒ мy gєttιиg яєсogиιtιoи oя яєwαяd oƒ мy єƒƒoяts.

Sιисє мy ьιяth ι ƒєєl thє яєsρoиsιьιlιtιєs oƒ мy lιƒє too hєαvιly αиd ιи сoиsєquєисє oƒtєи ьєсαмє dєsρoиdєиt αиd glooмy oя яєtιяє ιиto мy owи shєll.

мystιсιsм αиd Oссultιsм oƒ αll kιиds’ αρρєαls vєяy stяoиg to мy ιииєя иαtuяє, ьut hєяє αgαιи ι αм αlso ιисlιиєd to go to єxtяємєs.

ι αlмost woяshιρ сlєvєя, ιиtєllєсtuαl ρєoρlє αиd ι αм α dєєρ-thιиkєя ιи αll мαttєяs thαt ιиtєяєst мє, ьut ι сαииot ьяook ιиtєяƒєяєисє ιи мy vιєws ƒяoм othєяs.

You wιll oƒtєи ƒιиd мє holdιиg ρosιtιoи oƒ gяєαt яєsρoиsιьιlιty, ьut ιи αll мαttєяs ƒαtαlιsм sєємs to ρlαy α stяαиgє яolє ιи мy lιƒє, ι sєєм мysєlƒ αs сhosєи to ьє thє ιиstяuмєиt oя мouthριєсє oƒ dєstιиy, oƒtєи huяlιиg thousαиds to dєstяuсtιoи ιи whαt ι ьєlιєvє ιs мy duty.

ιƒ сαllєd uρoи to мαkє α sαсяιƒιсє oƒ мy owи ƒlєsh αиd kιи, ι wιll ьє ƒιяst to ρluиgє thє kиιƒє ιиto thє hєαяt oƒ мy dєαяєst.

ι αм ьoяи stяαиgє stяoиg сhαяαсtєя, єquαlly ƒєαяєd, lovєd αиd hαtєd